Tuesday, 30 December 2014

Lazy losers holiday!

Hello,

My Christmas holiday started on the 19th of December and today is the 30th, it's been 11 days and I have done NADA, ZILCH, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING! I'm so annoyed with myself but I'm glad I have a 3 week holiday. 

Today is DAY1 of revision/coursework. I'll keep you updated on what I have done later on or tomorrow. 

These are all the things I need to do:

- critical review summative
- practical lab worksheets
- revision for BMS2113
- revision for BMS3403 
- revision for BMS2513
- update my data analysis assignment 1
- Case study (heart) for BMS2513
- formative case study for BMS3403 - doing it as a group!
- online test for BMS2113 

Forgot to add 
- Literature research proposal - decided to not rush this and do some research instead
- Finish BIO2003 worksheets 

That's all I can remember, I hope that's all. Wish me luck.

***I'll be crossing out anything I do during the holidays.

Monday, 15 December 2014

Graduate entry medicine finance

Hello, 

Reality has hit me in the face today. When I'm not doing something, all I think about it medicine, to one day be able to fulfil this desire and dream of mine, I can only hope. 

Anyways I just realised I can only apply to 3 university in london which do graduate entry medicine (Queen Mary, Kings college and St. George). At first I was planning on applying to GEM and the 5/6 year medicine for undergrads but because of finance I found out I can't.

From what I've read, if you do the 5/6 year medicine student finance will not pay for your tuition fee, not even a fraction of it. Therefore I have to apply to GEM which they do help with, the only problem is I have to pay £3465 upfront during my first year (rest will be paid by Student finance) but luckily for year 2,3 and 4 ... NHS will pay the £3465 for those years and student fiance will pay the rest. 

I don't have 36k to spare so my only option is the GEM course which is crazy competitive. I'll work hard to get in but I don't know what I would do if I don't get in. 

Anyway there is a small problem. St George univeristies entry exam is the GAMSAT test which seems crazy hard and costs around £280 WHAT!!! That's insane! Is it worth it ? I guess if it's something you really want you have to try even if your taking great chances. 

I feel so bummed that I can't apply to the 5 year or 6 year medicine :( 


No updates yet! I'm getting lazier and lazier  :( 



Wednesday, 10 December 2014

Graduate entry medicine finance

Hello, 

2 posts in 1 day? Only because I thought I posted the previous post on the 6th but I didn't. 

Reality has hit me in the face today. When I'm not doing something, all I think about it medicine, to one day be able to fulfil this desire and dream of mine, I can only hope. 

Anyways I just realised I can only apply to 3 university in london which do graduate entry medicine (Queen Mary, Kings college and St. George). At first I was planning on applying to GEM and the 5/6 year medicine for undergrads but because of finance I found out I can't.

From what I've read, if you do the 5/6 year medicine student finance will not pay for your tuition fee, not even a fraction of it. Therefore I have to apply to GEM which they do help with, the only problem is I have to pay £3465 upfront during my first year (rest will be paid by Student finance) but luckily for year 2,3 and 4 ... NHS will pay the £3465 for those years and student fiance will pay the rest. 

I don't have 36k to spare so my only option is the GEM course which is crazy competitive. I'll work hard to get in but I don't know what I would do if I don't get in. 

Anyway there is a small problem. St George univeristies entry exam is the GAMSAT test which seems crazy hard and costs around £280 WHAT!!! That's insane! Is it worth it ? I guess if it's something you really want you have to try even if your taking great chances. 

I feel so bummed that I can't apply to the 5 year or 6 year medicine :( 


No updates yet! 



Saturday, 6 December 2014

Checklist for Graduate Entry Medicine

Hello,
(Wrote this on the 6th of December ... Thought I posted it ..... :/ ) 
3:16pm 

Preparing for graduate entry for medicine is harder than I thought; not only do you have to get the grade (2.1 minimum) but you also have to have work experience, a personal statment, a good UKCAT score, a reference and predicted grade from a tutor. 

I spoke to one of my module leaders for BIO2003 and he agreed to write me a superb reference so long as I get a 1st class honour for his module. Which btw consists of 2 statistical problem /case study analysis (50% together) and a 50% worth of literature research proposal -_-' 

Let's see: 

If I get a 80% in both case studies and I get a minimum of  60% in the proposal I would have 73% in the module, that's a 1st class honour (I obviously will hope for more inshallah) but even though I might not get the 80 or the 60 I will try to (it's best to aim high than to aim low). 

I'll try get a back up tutor to agree to predict my grades and write me a reference. 


Checklist for GEM: 
- Grade - June/July 
- Work experience - waiting for replies 
- UKCAT - Summer (but need to start practicing) 
- Personal statment - will start during XMAS holidays
- Reference - Sorted for now
- Tuition Fee - need to make sure I have a little less than 4 grand (if I get accepted) inshallah 


I hope I haven't forgotten anything, if you have any advice for me do comment as I'd greatly appreciate it. 


Update -

Haven't done anything since last update. Will do the lab SUMMATIVE tasks today. 


Thursday, 4 December 2014

Volunteering in Hospitals/health sector

Hello,

11am

So today is my day off, was going to go to a volunteer training session for a society called 'Marrow society' by Antony Nolan, at my university but got lazy when I saw the rain (third time I ditched the training) luckily it isn't compulsory but I do want to join. They are a society who register or should I say help register potential bone marrow donors.

I didn't know what the society was about at first but after researching I understand it. There are patients in hospital whose bone marrow (a soft tissue found in certain bones in the body) which usually produces stem cells cannot do so, therefore their number in red blood cells, white blood cells and platelets decrease dramatically. Due to this decrease they become ill, cannot clot after injuries or wont be able to fight infections etc. A potential donor could donate their stem cells to the patient, this process is called stem cell transplant. These patients usually have leukemia and other immune diseases.

I specifically know about leukemia because my friend was hospitalized for it but after intense chemotherapy she got a lot better and didn't need the transplant.

Anyways, I am currently looking for volunteering opportunities in hospitals. I know its a vital thing to have for a medicine applications or I wont have a chance at all. I have from now up until October 2015 to do some volunteering or I wont apply to medicine. Its sooooooo hard finding it though, I've literally applied to so many places and currently going through the applications/paperwork before I get considered as a volunteer.
 Here's the list of all the places I have applied to:

- Homerton Hospital -Just filled in the application for a patient survey volunteer
- Whittington Hospital -volunteer package form on the way
- Royal London Hospital -meeting with the manager next week Thursday
- UCL Hospital - getting 2 honorary contracts for the Heart surgery department (shadowing)
- Middlesex hospital- Need actually just called the lady for a DBS check
- I've also applied for other companies such as the MSF, Samaritans etc but really want to work in a hospital.

If only one of the above would take me in (inshallah).

Updates on work done so far:
NILL -__-' I know I know I need to buckle down. BUT I am almost done with the Lab practical assignment.

Need to do:
- Peer review (marking somebodies critical review) BMS2113
- Online test for BMS2113
- Critical review Summative BMS2113
- Literature research proposal for my dissertation

So much to do and I am sitting here typing away whilst watching 'CHARMED' oOOps






Tuesday, 2 December 2014

Organ transplants

Hello,

11:40pm 

I know it's late, it's kinda become a ritual for me to sleep late and want more sleep in the morning *sigh*. 

Today we had a really cool seminar for BMS3403. We learnt (well watched a video) about organ transplants and how the system in the NHS works. It was about this 65 year old female who died of a brain haemorrhage. She enlisted her self on the organ transplant register. Her husband and daughter made she what she wanted would happen. The surgeons  took out her heart, liver and kidneys. This saved 3 people with different problems. Her organs were very healthy for a 65 year old.

The video was very interesting yet very sad, I couldn't help tear up (obviously had to keep it humble in class). Unlike the girl behind me who started laughing about the 16 year old who got the hear, which ended up rejected her body. Due to the rejection she had to hospitalised again and given higher doses of immunosuppressants. Eventually all 3 recipients became healthy again, thanks to one lady. 

This got me thinking, should I put my self on the register. I know the lady is gone but she did such a great act, I can't help but want to do it too. 

P.s. Do you guys think the doctors/surgeons are on the register ? Just a thought that popped into my head. Might ask a doctor, once I start shadowing one. (Currently in the process to become an observer at a surgery) here's hoping (inshallah). 


Here's the link to the video just in case you want to watch it. 

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=HjLK8Q_t1Wk


updated on work done so far: 
- I completed  the case study 1 for BIO2003 


Need to do: 
- Lab practical worksheets task1, 2 & 3.
- critical review summative 

Saturday, 29 November 2014

Second year Biomedical Science - Catch up!

Hello,

5:55pm

BTW this post is going to be a long one, so go grab a cuppa (lets catch up).
 
I was going to post the day 2 details of the first aid (previous post) but decided since the two days were quiet similar, I'd spare you the boredom. 

So YEAH I started my second year, it's going quiet well actually. I have uni for only 3 days, can we just have a "oooooooo" everybody say ooooooo (sorry I'm just a little excited). I actually had a great 6 month break but it was going on for toooo long. I'm back and I'm ready to hunt for the 70-90% (أنشالله - God willing). 

This year I'm aiming for a 1st class or a minimum of 2.1 (inshallah) just incase your wondering in my FIRST YEAR I got a 2.1 that's 66% 4 more % and I could have had my FIRST CLASS HONOUR(58% for Biochemistry, 48% for Physiology, 83% for lab skills and 75% for immunology).
 
There are 4 modules this year, they include; 

- Medical Microbiology and Immunology (BMS3403
- Approach to experimental research (BIO2003)
- Clinical Science (BMS2513)
- Molecular and Metabolic biochemistry (BMS2113)

*I will refer to each module by its code. And when I say formative I mean practice sort of coursework and summative is the actual coursework.

My first semester is coming to an end, hopefully from now on I will update you guys frequently ( will try anyways).

I am actually enjoying university a lot more than last year. Firstly, I am working harder, secondly I am working a lot harder. I really hope my hard work pays off though.

DEADLINES:
- BMS2113 - Formative Lab practical worksheet 1 - DONE
                    - Formative Critical review - DONE (submitted today)
                    - Online test on Semester 1 (molecular) - 14th December
                    - Summative critical review - 22nd February
                    - Mock exam - 4th March
                    - Lab practical worksheets - 22nd March
                    - Unseen EXAM!!! - date to be confirmed

- BMS3403 - Online quiz - 13th January
                    - Formative Case study - 24th February
                    - Summative case study 1 & 2 - 24th March
                    -  Formative Microbiology Lab report - 24th March
                    - Summative Microbiology Lab report - 7th April
                    - Unseen EXAM!!! - date to be confirmed
               
- BIO2003 - Data analysis 1 - 23rd February
                  - Formative worksheets - 23rd March
                  - Data analysis 2 - 6th May
                  - Literature review and project proposal - 6th May
 
- BMS2513 - Problem solving assignment - 25th March
                    - Unseen EXAM!!! - date to be confirmed
 
I've started working on the data analysis 1 but since I don't have the Minitab software I  cant produce the graphs and the stats until Tuesday (Mondays are my days off).
 
Last night I started working on the lab practical worksheets, going to continue later on. If I forget to update to guys on marks I have gotten on coursework or exams do remind me in the comments section.
 
Hopefully blogging my every move (uni work move) it will help me keep on top of deadlines.
 
I have seriously been enjoying my labs so far for Molecular and Metabolic biochemistry, we've had a lab on DNA extraction, PCR and Gel electrophoresis and the last lab we had 2 weeks ago was the DNA fingerprinting it was sooooo much fun (inner nerd speaking here). We got given a sample of DNA from a crime scene and 5 suspect samples. We made the gels and loaded them with all the samples (experiment nearly went wrong due to first sample not being loaded properly) but luckily our teacher and technician saved our work. We took a picture of the gels and DNA fragment bands and we figured out that suspect 3 was the culprit, had to work in groups of 4 only knew 1 of the girls, there was this ANNOYING dude working with us, GOSH! never again! (here's being hopeful).
 
Can you believe we've had lectures and seminars for half of the Molecular and Metabolic Biochemistry module ( the molecular section, I can start revising for) still haven't completed my notes yet, since I was busy with the formative critical review ( which isn't assessed but by doing it we get an addition 3% for the module) YAY or NAY? Lets use the Tesco reference here "every little helps" :)
 
This week we started BMS2513 and the module leader looks like her:
 
 
 
 
 
Her voice is actually so calming its refreshing, she seems cool and the module seems very interesting.
 
I think that's enough for today.
 
DR wannabe  
 
 
 
 
 

 


Monday, 18 August 2014

Work experience - Mental Health First Aid 2 Day Training

Hello! 

It's Thursday the 21st of August 21:23

Day 1 of the Mental health first aid training was today and it was AWESOME! Maybe a little long (9:30am to 5pm). 

I woke up pretty late, but still made it on time الحمد لله (thank God), I hate being late, too much awkwardness. 

The training day 1 was made up of two 3.5hours sessions. The first half they spent most of it introducing what mental health actually is by making us do brainstorming activities with different people. Once we did that we talked about clinical depression, the facts, the information and also the signs & symptoms. 

Definition: Clinical Depression: is one that lasts for at least two weeks and affects the young persons behaviour and has physical, emotional and cognitive effects. 
It also interferes with the ability to study, work and to have satisfying relationships. 

Natural brain chemicals called neurotransmitter, are thought to be the cause of depression and it's symptoms. These chemicals are messengers. The chemicals travel from nerve cell to nerve cell in the brain. When the person is depressed, their brain has less of these chemicals. The main chemical messenger in the brain which controls mood is, serotonin.

There are A LOT of different causes for depression, such as, exposure to family or community violence, death of someone close, or even just caring full-time for someone with a long-term disability. 

The interesting part was the stories different people had to say about their experiences. I would share them with you, but since I'm aiming to become a doctor, I need to practice patient confidentiality. 

First aid for depression:

1. Ask, assess, act

2. Listen non-judgementally

3. Give reassurance and information

4. Enable the person to get appropriate professional hell

5. Encourage self help strategies 

There are a number of useful places to seek help for a person who might be depressed or suffering from anxiety. 

- Your GP
- Psychiatrist
- Councellors and clinical psychologist
- Cognitive behaviour therapy (CBT)
- Interperosnal psychotherapy (IP) 
- Psychotherapist
- CAMHS, Child & Adolescent Mental Health Service. 

Anxiety

Firstly, we learnt the different types if anxiety, anxiety disorder and normal anxiety. Normal anxiety is the day to day anxiety everyone feels just before an exam etc. These causes never lead to panic attacks, whereas anxiety disorder lasts longer than usual and can eventually lead to panic attacks because it is more server and it also interferes with school, work and relationships. 

Examples of anxiety disorders include: 

- Generalised anxiety disorder (GAD) 
- Panic disorders 
- Phobias 
- Social Phobias 
- Seperation anxiety disorder
- Actute stress disorder and list-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD)
- Obsessive- compulsive disorder (OCD) 

You can also find people with both anxiety and depression. Some people might need mediciations, whilst others need a councillor or psychiatrist. To each their own. 

At the end of the day we were given homework, the homework is to go home and take 1hour to do something you enjoy. Awesome right?!!! 

Today I've learnt that mental health has so many different aspects and forms. I've also learnt that it isn't easily recognised by the person or even the people around them. I've learnt that a certain situation can cause someone to become depressed whilst the same situation can cause no mental change to another person. 


 


Monday, 11 August 2014

Finding volunteer work for Medicine!

Hello!

It's Monday the 11th of August 2014 20:21 

Last time we spoke, well I said I was going to use the last 3 months of my holiday to do some reading. But um let's be honest here, no university reading has taken place at all. Lacking motivation I guess. I've got less than 2 months of my holiday left. 


So your probably reading this because your either looking for a hospital volunteering opportunity or your following the same path as me, either way, welcome! 

I've been STRUGGLING! To find some volunteering at a hospital or GP or a clinic but NADA! Nothing! ZILCH! 
That's really irritating because to apply for medicine you have to do some sort of health related volunteering, for a long time, to show your commitment I guess. 

Last month I applied for a 2 day mental health first aid training which is on the 21st and 22nd of August so I will let you know how that goes. It's completely free so I'll find a link for anyone who wants to gain a little health related experience. 

Link: https://www.eventbrite.co.uk/e/mental-health-first-aid-youth-21st-and-22nd-august-2014-registration-11839322733?utm_source=eb_email&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=email_attendees&utm_term=event

I've also checked out the Do-it page, which you ain't familiar with, can I just say, YOUR MISSING OUT! Big time. There are sooooooo many opportunities on that website, just no hospital or GP related stuff I guess. But nevertheless an experience has to be gained so we need to find other places to volunteer. 

http://www.do-it.org.uk

If you can't already tell, I'm desperate. I NEEEEEEEED experience. So I applied to work with older people who are in care homes, to hold a reminiscing group. how awesome does that sound (p.s. I'm not being sarcastic). I also applied to become a friend for disabled, elderly or mental people. 

I've got a workshop for this on the 27th of August, so yeah I'm kind of excited. 
If I do end up working there, by the time I end up applying for medicine I could write about the experience and include the fact that I worked there for over a year (estimate, from September 2014 to October 2013). I'm planning on staying with them even after I apply for medicine, obviously depends if I actually like it or if I'm good at it. 

I just wanted to say to you all, no matter what experience you need, apply for anything close enough to what you need even if it is something you don't want. Like I would LOVE to volunteer at a hospital but no one ever replies. So I have to go and apply for the next best thing. 

About 2 years ago, I was looking for somewhere to volunteer and found a great opportunity at St Johns ambulance.  Trainings were usually in the evenings so mum told me to not go. I wish I didn't quit but I guess what's meant to happen will happen. 

Just remember that it's not what type of volunteering you found that matters but what you've learnt. 

Now I've got the experience part out the way, I guess next thing is about hobbies? 

Until next time ^_^ 



Monday, 30 June 2014

First year Biomedical science experience & grades

Still Monday the 30th June 2014 - 10:17am 

The first year of biomedical science was actually pretty awesome, needless to say I should have spent much more time in studying and writing my lab reports. Which btw I didn't ... Therefore some of my final marks for the modules were barely a pass, *sweeps sweat off forehead* just glad I passed into 2nd year of biomedial science. 

Reasons why I didn't do aswell as I should have or should I say could have: 

• procrastination 
• procrastination 
• procrastination 

I have no other excuse, I would be watching tv, cooking or cleaning or even reading a book (not for uni) instead of revising. I'm kind of glad I did that, your probably thinking what a wierdo, but in all honesty I got into second year (alhamdulilah). Which means I wasted enough on nonsense and the next 2 years I would have to buckle down and get serious. 

I think the only reason I didn't work as hard or take it as serious was because none of what I do this year would be registered, which means it will not go towards my final mark. Phew. 

My grades for first year of Biomedical science: 

- Human science - third class 
- Principles of immunology and microbiology - 2:2 
- Elements of life - 2:1 
- Laboratory practice and skills - First class 

When you take a look at my grades, you'd think that I am definitly not cut out for medicine but I believe in myself and I know if I just stop messing around and wasting so much time, I will get a First class or at least a 2:1 at the end of my BSc Biomedical science degree (inshallah). 

Only a year and 4 months till I send off my Graduate entry medicine application. Seems so close but yet so far. So so excited & nervous too. (.^_^.) 

Univeristy has been closed for me since April. It's been 3 whole months and I've done no work or reading for uni whatsoever. I'm going to start today (inshallah). I'll share with you anything interesting I read or learn. 

I'll be going back around October so I have 3 months to do as much reading as possible. 

Any advice from any of you, who have studied biomedical science ? 

Bye for now. 

Doctor wannabe .^_^. 





Sunday, 29 June 2014

Biomedical science to Medicine Journal!

Hello! 


It's Sunday the 29th .... Errr actually it's Monday the 30th June 2014 00:59am.


I guess this could be called an introduction. I am a biomedical science (BSc) student who has just completed her first year in April. I made this blog to share my journey from biomedical science to Medicine. Well I'm hoping to become a doctor one day and hopefully I can share with you all, my journey throughout the next 6/7 years. 


So basically, I'm dying to graduate (who isn't right), honestly can't stop thinking about finally graduating and applying for medicine and hopefully getting accepted  (inshallah). It's such a scary process though, imagine I don't get a minimum of a 2:1 or everything else that can go wrong. I'm just holding onto a thin thread called "hope". 


I can't think of anything else to write in my intro , just because I've been fasting all day (first day of Ramadan) so I don't really have many brain cells awake let alone working. 


This blog will be a diary of my journey, which can help me stay on top of things to do with my university work as well as preparing my graduate medicine application. 


I call myself the "doctor wannabe". 



By for now (^_^) 


Vocab : 


Inshallah : God willing!